Getting Back into the Swing of This

Well its been a really long time since I've posted on this or have even been on/read some of my other posts (about a little over 2 years). And I have to say that I think making this blog was an idea made in a twisted setting but was a good idea nonetheless. I think that blogs are a great way to just share your opinion or get your thoughts together. That's my plan. To organize my thoughts. Because sometimes things just get soo crazy in my head i need  outlet besides gossip to release my thoughts into. Haha first off i have to say that I've definitely have matured from my previous posts. They are result of freshie feelings and experiences. The title was also an ode to drinking and having fun. But now i think that it can be seen as more as fact of life. Life sometimes gets twisted and messed up and not what one expects or even wanted, but we all survive by moving on from those things or working with them. So I think the title is still okay. This post is more of a recap into what has been going on as well as me getting back to writing. Hmm since its February and valentines day is during this month i think Ill do a mini spiel on love. 

I for one don't think that love sucks or that it stinks, but that it is hard work (that's why i kinda shy away form it). That love takes the effort of both people involved and their desire to stay in whatever relationship they have. I heard this really cool quote from this guy on millionaire matchmaker and it goes:

"Don't pray that god sends you love, pray that you'll be ready when it appears"

I love this quote because i totally agree. I feel like love finds you sometimes and we're not ready or recognize that its there for us. And i think that being ready and recognizing it are too really hard things to do. I can tell you now that I cant do or I'm not either of those things. But it is said that there is a learning curve to life and im totally riding that curve right now. I'm a big fan of horoscopes and mine is always telling that i need to work on myself so that I will be ready to be in a relationship and so that i can make the relationships i already have in my life successful. And i kinda agree with that. You can't have love or effective ( a non-toxic relationship starting out) love if your not ready for it or if the things that you know you do wrong in a relationship are fixed. Because if not then your creating unnecessary work to the hard work that love already is. 

Well I think that's enough for my love spiel and ill be sure to update more regurally than every 2 years

DON'T Keep it Twisted!